Jonathan Diary

New Year Wish

2011-01-02T07:03:00.000-08:00

What is my New Year Wish for 2011?
I think I just want a peaceful life....
I am really tired to be in the busy city and trying to adopt into it.
Tired to love someone and time learning to be alone.

This is the 10th calender year where I taking care my own without a full concentration from my parents. Remembered that, the very 1st time when I start to taking care my own in 14, I was so guilty and weak. Now, no more weak but still guilty with the lonely life. JONATHAN, stand up and learn to be stronger and don't fear.... U can do it

问号

2008-07-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

怎么说呢？
只可以说他真得很难搞！
那有人会像他那么的难相处的？
每天要看他的脸做人，
那么住在一起还有意识吗？
每天只会板起个脸来，
要人家怎么对待它呢？
难道要像仆人服服帖帖的去招待吗？
有时候真得觉得很讨厌。
睡同一个房间，每天还要看他摆丑脸。
如果我做错可以出声呀！
但和他接触的时间简直少之又少。
没怎么和他聊天，
难怪以前和他同住的人都说他难搞。
也难怪以前和他相处的人蛮多都不喜欢他。
嗨.......
也只可以说伤心没人知道，
自己躲在一个角落流泪也未必有人知道。
为什么呢？
因为都在心里流。
遇到一个镇么难搞的室友真的衰到无话可说。
也只好默默地接受吧！

Enjoy wat got prepared for us

2008-06-26T08:14:00.001-07:00

dunno how long not writing in blog.
but I know, in this period really happen a lot in my life.
My job, study, fren, and so on.......
Maybe all tis thing make me improve to be a little bit more mature.
Now I juz realise and understand the scripture which parent told me.
"Now u still green, everything juz fresh. Once thing happen to u, then u'll understand."
Human is really growing in a nail. If they not face problem they will not understand and growing up.
in chinese poem "study to old, learn till die" is really meaningful.
No matter how old we are, we still learn to alive and communication.
Because GOD made human, is for communication.
But not everyone is same, different communication skill is needed.
Wat I learn in tis few mth?
1. How to communicate with different type of ppl
2. How to handle difficult ppl
3. When should I angry and cool down
4. Solve the problem between arguing
5. Learn to be a nice and happy person
6. Be stronger

But really dunno why heart really difficult to change.
Although mind tell me not to do something or cannot do it.
But at the end still doing it. Especially, always feel down in mood.
Really hard to change the moody problem. Am I very stubborn?
Mom say, I am very stubborn. So many thing I cannot release, that's y I always feel moody and unbreathable. If I trying not too counted then will feel relax and happy.
But how can I make it? I really scare ppl boy court. But how I not to make ppl boy court? Think must find out where should improve and lets to be welcome.
Hope to be a welcome and famous in nx post.

I need relax!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-24T22:09:00.000-07:00

Long time not post message liao.
Since September every week busy and tired like hell.
Working, studying, almost extra class in every week.
Sien, what to do?
need to promote, so must upgrade myself lor.
Working ar, Suck lor.
dunno wat to do in this stupid company.
everyday sitting doing something like
doing those 'Uoo a Bo A'. SUCKS!!!!!
nothing to learn.
the only thing I wish is,
I can have a good quite time to relax.
Take a long nap, hold day doing in relaxing.
no work, no class, no revision.
the hold area is only me,
no people come to disturb.
no phone call, sms.
even computer also off for hold day
nobody can msn chatting or emailing.
Like I am stay in a forest,
no technology, people and things makes me mind thinking.
Only relax and smell the flora fauna in the forest.

How Great Is Our God

2007-08-29T00:53:00.000-07:00

A song touch people. A song show God kingdom.

Rain Down

2007-08-07T10:28:00.001-07:00

it is definition of the guitar chord

Rain is gonna down, it makes everyone wet.
Yes!!!! all the guy wet.
Because they are ready to become a brand new one.
You really will knock your head down.
Why? because you are ready to praise him!!!!
Only him, you willings to praise.
Because he is the truth, the life, and the way

Preliminary

2007-07-03T21:14:00.000-07:00

Finally I go prelim liao......
But so sad, coz cannot get in, Y??????
reason is i pick a wrong song.
Judges say that song is not easy to hit,
but so amazing that many people chosen this to be preliminary song.
They advice me to improved my skill.
I think will, may be I am really is the problem in skill.
So join a lot singing competition also cannot win or success.
I MUST WORK HARD TO IMPROVE MY SKILL :-)
ONE DAY WILL SUCCESS IN COMPETITION AND SHINE.
AIMS FOR THE FUTURE!!!! HA HA HA HA HA

我会好好过

2007-06-11T21:10:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!! lastly i go to audition liao.
Dun bother how about the result!!!
The more important is I have to work hard to take care of my vocal and also practice!!!
so hope can get to across this audition and entry to preliminary.

Would You EMERGE??????

2007-06-04T07:26:00.000-07:00

Finally Emerge Conference Singapore is over!!!
But really miss that few days.
If time can return, how tired I also must get full attendance.
Why???????
hehehehehheheheheheheheeheh
actually is 'I learn a lot in this conference'.
Because this conference really let me get more close with GOD.
How about your guy????
is it learn a lot in this emerge????
WILL YOURS EMERGE!!!!!!!!!

我要快乐

2007-05-23T21:07:00.001-07:00

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了

我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍

我要快乐
哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍

我要快乐
哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍

我要快乐
哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的
全都是假的
我的决定是对的

三国恋

2007-05-23T07:19:00.001-07:00

I like it

道路

2007-05-23T06:45:00.001-07:00

人生嘛！！！！！
总是跌跌撞撞，又欢有喜
不一定每一件事都能够是好事
也不见得每一件是坏事
只要过得去；心理满足就够了
人生总要酸甜苦辣才有意义

一条桥！！！！！！
挂在两个对岸，桥下一条又大又深的河
面对简陋又摇晃的吊桥
抉择究竟是如何；跨越还是回头
这就是你我生命的选择

一条路！！！！！
面前一条十字路，四面都是高而壮观的大楼
每件都有自己的特色
大折扣布条；一张张的高挂
终是让人选择最有价值的

无论人生遇到什么困难
只要身旁有一位忠实的听众
无论多困难，多辛苦
都觉得这人生是有意义

因为人都是脆弱的，需要安慰的

It is a new try

2007-05-20T09:57:00.000-07:00

after service in Saturday night I went to dinner with cell group member.
We have a good fellowship with each other!!!!!
After that me, zheng hao, jimmy, lai hock and guna went Eric house to watch FA final match.
we have a good fellowship with Eric's family. After the FA finish, we all going to drink.
After that me and lai hock went jimmy house to stay overnight.
We chatting at jimmy room and share many thing with each other. feeling warm and great. because can have a fellowship in a small group with our cell group member. also can get to know each other more well. to get more close with each other. really thank GOD make it for us.

A Nice Sunshine And Flora In Cameron Highland

2007-05-06T09:10:00.000-07:00