What is my New Year Wish for 2011?
I think I just want a peaceful life....
I am really tired to be in the busy city and trying to adopt into it.
Tired to love someone and time learning to be alone.
This is the 10th calender year where I taking care my own without a full concentration from my parents. Remembered that, the very 1st time when I start to taking care my own in 14, I was so guilty and weak. Now, no more weak but still guilty with the lonely life. JONATHAN, stand up and learn to be stronger and don't fear.... U can do it
Jonathan Diary
Just want to be simple
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Sunday, July 27, 2008
问号
怎么说呢?
只可以说他真得很难搞!
那有人会像他那么的难相处的?
每天要看他的脸做人,
那么住在一起还有意识吗?
每天只会板起个脸来,
要人家怎么对待它呢?
难道要像仆人服服帖帖的去招待吗?
有时候真得觉得很讨厌。
睡同一个房间,每天还要看他摆丑脸。
如果我做错可以出声呀!
但和他接触的时间简直少之又少。
没怎么和他聊天,
难怪以前和他同住的人都说他难搞。
也难怪以前和他相处的人蛮多都不喜欢他。
嗨.......
也只可以说伤心没人知道,
自己躲在一个角落流泪也未必有人知道。
为什么呢?
因为都在心里流。
遇到一个镇么难搞的室友真的衰到无话可说。
也只好默默地接受吧!
只可以说他真得很难搞!
那有人会像他那么的难相处的?
每天要看他的脸做人,
那么住在一起还有意识吗?
每天只会板起个脸来,
要人家怎么对待它呢?
难道要像仆人服服帖帖的去招待吗?
有时候真得觉得很讨厌。
睡同一个房间,每天还要看他摆丑脸。
如果我做错可以出声呀!
但和他接触的时间简直少之又少。
没怎么和他聊天,
难怪以前和他同住的人都说他难搞。
也难怪以前和他相处的人蛮多都不喜欢他。
嗨.......
也只可以说伤心没人知道,
自己躲在一个角落流泪也未必有人知道。
为什么呢?
因为都在心里流。
遇到一个镇么难搞的室友真的衰到无话可说。
也只好默默地接受吧!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Enjoy wat got prepared for us
dunno how long not writing in blog.
but I know, in this period really happen a lot in my life.
My job, study, fren, and so on.......
Maybe all tis thing make me improve to be a little bit more mature.
Now I juz realise and understand the scripture which parent told me.
"Now u still green, everything juz fresh. Once thing happen to u, then u'll understand."
Human is really growing in a nail. If they not face problem they will not understand and growing up.
in chinese poem "study to old, learn till die" is really meaningful.
No matter how old we are, we still learn to alive and communication.
Because GOD made human, is for communication.
But not everyone is same, different communication skill is needed.
Wat I learn in tis few mth?
1. How to communicate with different type of ppl
2. How to handle difficult ppl
3. When should I angry and cool down
4. Solve the problem between arguing
5. Learn to be a nice and happy person
6. Be stronger
But really dunno why heart really difficult to change.
Although mind tell me not to do something or cannot do it.
But at the end still doing it. Especially, always feel down in mood.
Really hard to change the moody problem. Am I very stubborn?
Mom say, I am very stubborn. So many thing I cannot release, that's y I always feel moody and unbreathable. If I trying not too counted then will feel relax and happy.
But how can I make it? I really scare ppl boy court. But how I not to make ppl boy court? Think must find out where should improve and lets to be welcome.
Hope to be a welcome and famous in nx post.
but I know, in this period really happen a lot in my life.
My job, study, fren, and so on.......
Maybe all tis thing make me improve to be a little bit more mature.
Now I juz realise and understand the scripture which parent told me.
"Now u still green, everything juz fresh. Once thing happen to u, then u'll understand."
Human is really growing in a nail. If they not face problem they will not understand and growing up.
in chinese poem "study to old, learn till die" is really meaningful.
No matter how old we are, we still learn to alive and communication.
Because GOD made human, is for communication.
But not everyone is same, different communication skill is needed.
Wat I learn in tis few mth?
1. How to communicate with different type of ppl
2. How to handle difficult ppl
3. When should I angry and cool down
4. Solve the problem between arguing
5. Learn to be a nice and happy person
6. Be stronger
But really dunno why heart really difficult to change.
Although mind tell me not to do something or cannot do it.
But at the end still doing it. Especially, always feel down in mood.
Really hard to change the moody problem. Am I very stubborn?
Mom say, I am very stubborn. So many thing I cannot release, that's y I always feel moody and unbreathable. If I trying not too counted then will feel relax and happy.
But how can I make it? I really scare ppl boy court. But how I not to make ppl boy court? Think must find out where should improve and lets to be welcome.
Hope to be a welcome and famous in nx post.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I need relax!!!!!!!!!!
Long time not post message liao.
Since September every week busy and tired like hell.
Working, studying, almost extra class in every week.
Sien, what to do?
need to promote, so must upgrade myself lor.
Working ar, Suck lor.
dunno wat to do in this stupid company.
everyday sitting doing something like
doing those 'Uoo a Bo A'. SUCKS!!!!!
nothing to learn.
the only thing I wish is,
I can have a good quite time to relax.
Take a long nap, hold day doing in relaxing.
no work, no class, no revision.
the hold area is only me,
no people come to disturb.
no phone call, sms.
even computer also off for hold day
nobody can msn chatting or emailing.
Like I am stay in a forest,
no technology, people and things makes me mind thinking.
Only relax and smell the flora fauna in the forest.
Since September every week busy and tired like hell.
Working, studying, almost extra class in every week.
Sien, what to do?
need to promote, so must upgrade myself lor.
Working ar, Suck lor.
dunno wat to do in this stupid company.
everyday sitting doing something like
doing those 'Uoo a Bo A'. SUCKS!!!!!
nothing to learn.
the only thing I wish is,
I can have a good quite time to relax.
Take a long nap, hold day doing in relaxing.
no work, no class, no revision.
the hold area is only me,
no people come to disturb.
no phone call, sms.
even computer also off for hold day
nobody can msn chatting or emailing.
Like I am stay in a forest,
no technology, people and things makes me mind thinking.
Only relax and smell the flora fauna in the forest.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Rain Down
it is definition of the guitar chord
Rain is gonna down, it makes everyone wet.
Yes!!!! all the guy wet.
Because they are ready to become a brand new one.
You really will knock your head down.
Why? because you are ready to praise him!!!!
Only him, you willings to praise.
Because he is the truth, the life, and the way
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Preliminary
Finally I go prelim liao......
But so sad, coz cannot get in, Y??????
reason is i pick a wrong song.
Judges say that song is not easy to hit,
but so amazing that many people chosen this to be preliminary song.
They advice me to improved my skill.
I think will, may be I am really is the problem in skill.
So join a lot singing competition also cannot win or success.
I MUST WORK HARD TO IMPROVE MY SKILL :-)
ONE DAY WILL SUCCESS IN COMPETITION AND SHINE.
AIMS FOR THE FUTURE!!!! HA HA HA HA HA
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